I dont know. Im hurt over and over, he said everything i can do but he cant. Am i treat you like shit? AM i? Everything i do i tell him no matter what. but he didnt. everything he is true. Who am i to you? I know nothings. I just clap in one hand right. i know. Still hurt me. Dear God, Please listen what im saying and give me back my happy life. I cant stand with it anymore. It so damn hurt. I cant imagine what going on next. Seriously its hurt. I know im not perfect. i am childish. yes i am! am i not changed for good? Am i? He treat me like shit but i always love him. If he want me he come back. if dont he just let me live my life alone, its fair? YA ALLAH :'(