i'm sorry paan,
this words he give to me.
really sorry and thanks for your concern paan.

i never put tears on my face , this was my first time i cry when read ur blog , its okayh ninie , ill try to live without u , our memories will never i erase from my history , ill take this all as the critic to built my new life , thanks ninie , thanks for spending ur time for me , thanks to spend ur day with me , thanks for spending everythings for me , i swear to god i appreciate it alot , more importantly thanks to spend ur love to share with me , ill forget all our promises , im trying to get away far from ur life , uve mad my life happier always , ill return back all your thing that uve gave to me , the things will remind me of u always , all the word i say that offend u i hope u forgive me , im to emotional , sorry if i spoil your day or anything ive mad ur heart pain , the way i treat u , the way i hate u n everythings , i hope u can forgive me , i promise ill not disturb ur life anymore , thank you so much for everything that uve sacrifice for me , ill not forget it

just a lil thing that i need to say , u take care of ur bf better than u take care of me , u dont make him jealous , dont go hang out with other boy friends if he not with u , dont make him hurt , dont make him waiting for ur friends , dont make him lost his trust to u , dont ever sleep without knowing him (text him befre you sleep), always let he know when ur busy so that he not waiting for ur text or call , dont make he worry , n please take care of ur self , always hold his hand , dont stop saying i love u to him .
u have to make ur family proud of u , ure the younger , ur the beautiest n ure the prettiest so make ur mum n family very proud , and always remember ur late father , make him feel rest n peace , dont stubborn ur family , dont always get fight with mieja , shes a good sister that concern about his sister , study hard when u futhermore studies, dont make ur family worries about u .


dont u worry about me anymore , dont even care about me anymore , dont remind me of our past , ill take care of my self and not disturb ur life anymore , if u need my help to pick u or anything , just give me a call , when i text u , please reply , when u saw me anywhere just say hye thats enough , if u need my opinion or something , just text or call me , ill try to help u if i can , dont be awkward me , act like we friends or the old friends that long time never meet :)

glad to know u in my life , thanks god meeting me with u , ill make a new life n built a new life , ill change my attitude and all for u , me n others , i make sure ill find for the replacement , even its hard , ill try my best , forever friendship :) tc

thanks, i wil babe(: